As usual in a week 6 day every evening after office i ve always same confusion and doubt about vehicle to comeback home. heather i ve to move on to jamal by micro from office or would i ve to wait a tampo from thamel. so today i wait for tampo from thamal. then its 19:45 its 45 min passed that i wait with heavy load of mine laptop. and i remembering mine last quite bitter evening, 2 days ago. same as after of i went to jamal directly by micro with mine fren. then there i wait for a vehicle for 20 min. at last i slowly walk to home with same damn heavy laptop.

last time hummm... don't know about when did i checked my mail in my rawi_rai@yahoo.com. but 2day i m really feeling lazy and sick. Saturday again i went to new apartment to live with guy. and the next i went to mine fren apartment to work on our new card gallery. that day i wake up at 02:00 hrs then i close mine eyes but sagar start work at 04:00. Morning i went to my room and try to sleep but i can’t. so due to that night wake up coz the whole laziness...

when i open my id i got there mail form Krishnamurti Information Network kin_bulletin@kinfonet.org Fri, 18 Aug 2006 01:25:35ahhhhhh how do i forgot to check i only summit mine rawi_rai@yahoo.com id for this newsletter. damn! fool rawi !!!! "this is part of life."

here are some lines form this newsletter.

Questioner: "Is it possible for the human mind to comprehend truth?"

Krishnamurti: Can a human mind comprehend truth? I do not think it can. What is the human mind at present? Is there a human mind, or is merely the instinctive response of the animal still continuing in us? It is not a sarcastic remark. First of all, to comprehend anything in life, let alone truth - to comprehend my wife, my neighbor, my child - , there must be a certain quietness of the mind, not a disciplined quietness - then it is not quiet, it is a dead mind. So, a mind in conflict prevents observing anything, observing myself. So, I am perpetually in conflict, perpetually in motion, moving, moving, talking, endlessly questioning, explaining; there is no observation possible here at all. That is what most of us are doing, when we are face to face with 'what is'. So, one sees that there can be observation only when there is no conflict. To have no conflict one can take a tranquillizer, a pill, to become tranquil, but it is not going to give you perception, it will put you to sleep; and that is probably what most of us want. So, to observe, there must be a certain tranquility of mind; and whether you see what is true depends on the quality of the mind. Truth is not something that is static. Truth is not something that is fixed - which has no power. It is something which must be alive, must be tremendously sensitive, alive, dynamic, vital. And how can a putrid, puny mind which is in turmoil, everlastingly bitten with ambition - how can it understand that? It can say there is truth and keep on repeating it and putting itself to sleep. So, the question is, really, not whether the human mind can perceive truth, but whether it is possible to break down the petty walls that man has built round himself which he calls the mind - that is really the issue. One of the walls which we all like so much, is authority.

experience

Every experience demands recognition, otherwise it is not an experience. If I don't recognize it as an experience involving something, it is not an experience. It is only when I recognize it that I call it an experience, but to recognize I must have already known. Through experience there can be no new thing at all. So one has discovered a fundamental truth, that a mind that is seeking, craving, searching for wider, deeper experience, such a mind is shallow because it lives always with its memories, with its recognitions, and what is remembered, recognized, is not the new. But there is no experiencing in silence and one asks, how is it possible to act in this world if the mind is really quiet, silent? You understand? Is it possible to function, in this world, with this enormous sense of silence? One has a certain function, one has to do a certain thing, as a librarian, as a cook, as a technician, sit in an office and so on, which all demands accumulated information as knowledge, experience; and one asks, can my mind which has understood and is living in that state of silence function in these circumstances? When one puts that question, one separates silence from the action; it is therefore the wrong question. But when there is the silence one will function in the office. You know, it is like a drum that is highly tuned and you strike on it and it gives you the right note, but it is always empty, silent. It doesn't say - 'I am silent' - 'How am I to function in the office?'

hi hi hi another quit good evening as above april 26, this time i wait for 1hrs 15 min 21sec then i take micro directly. this i wont said it a bad eveng coz these day mine head running on wallpaper so at end nigth i wake up up to 01:00 hrs then i compelete 6 wallpaper than x my evening.

this is the continue of alone series. today only u've got the right to save this X version alone-X for other alone sequins u want download plz write me that one ok for now this much.



soon i m gonna put mine ecards gallery and wallpaper collection.

;) officilstupid

grrrrrrrrr still i ve problem with with firefox. any one out there to fix this problem.



here is source file for download it. and dont forgot to alert me when u fix this firefox stuff. ;)

more i still couldn't got the solution for photothum in photogallery for firefox.

so again here i comes with big break on this blog page. dashain end, tihar gone. recently Sagar and i works on mine site photo comment page. soon u'll able to put ur comment over mine photo isn't it sound great ha???!!!
we go with very stupid way to make this page using ajax, xml, php aaaaaaaah. to keep mine design in same place.

today i m cling with damn ihdclinic.org page. continuously 2 hrs i try to work on validation on css and xhtml and that still bothering me. after finally 2 hrs i got the i found the solution ==> this is just a frame for the link by Ihd.eurosystem.cz.

ok here i got frame card Oct 11 new solution with another idea but still problem. the early in morning i m looking on lightbox javascript and css. so i got some freeky mix up spirit, so here i finally got this one. now firefox also support this card. but only while click on photo.


click on photo and check on firefox toooooooooo ;)

just CSSREBOOT start galley. ;) n im here.








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